November 3, 2011

Hard Choice?



Today I head back to the Urologist to have a scope. They will send a tiny camera into my bladder to look for holes, stones, foreign tissues, etc.Today should most likely confirm what I already know. And then hopefully I am on my way to getting everything fixed. Yippee!!!

I'm seriously not looking forward to Surgery though. If I'm going to have major surgery I want it when I am delivering my 5th baby. My deepest wish is that I will get well enough to be cleared to have another baby.

I really don't like the option being taken from me. And yet I know that I can't risk not being around for the beautiful children I already have.

I thought that this cartoon is pretty funny and pretty real.

Have you worked out lately?

Have you?

Don't wait until it is too late. Take control of what you have control over.

And the biggest news of the day is that.....

I am going to New York Next week!!!!!!
I am so excited! I have never been and even though I will only be there for 2 days...I don't care!


Wahooooooooo!!!

My mom asked me if I wanted to go with her. She will be there for three weeks. And guess what, I booked a ticket, which is so  not like me, and I'm going. I still can't believe it. 

Do you want more kids but have been cautioned not to have more?

Have you been to New York?
If I only have two days and it is my first time, what should I do and see? 


8 comments:

Ashley said...

Good luck today! I have not been to New York but always wanted to. I , too, want more kids but had very difficult pregnancies and just not sure if my body would handle another one very well. :(

Rozy Lass said...

My mother was cautioned not to have any more children. Thank goodness she did, because I was the next one; then another brother was born four years later. Follow the Spirit and have faith in miracles. My prayers are with you.
I have been to New York once for a few hours, a long time ago, but I still remember the energy and fun of that night. Whatever you do will be memorable.

neuroticmom said...

I am going through the same type of problem--not the bladder thing, but the wanting to have another baby (#5 too). But is it worth the health risks??? I had complications with baby 4 and it was the worst thing I ever had to go through. Now I want another baby so badly, but I also want to stay healthy for my other 4 children. I go back and forth everyday.

Good luck with your surgery. I wish you a speedy recovery.

Mel said...

I went through all kinds of tests because of health issues . I have brain lesions and I was worried about having a fifth and making symptoms worse. Well obviously I had the fifth and I feel better than when I had four. I think you let the spirit tell you and you will know what to do! You do make gorgeous children. I love love NY and would recommend a show for sure and shopping. It's a blast there!

Steph said...

I hope they can fix you! It is no fun when you don't feel good and can't do normal activities. My mom was told if she had another miscarriage it would kill her and she got pregnant with me anyway. She knew there was another one. But hopefully you'll get the green light. As for New York, it is amazing! The places I would recommend are the Statue of Liberty, Time Square and Central Park. They were all better than I imagined. We are going for out 5th anniversary and I cannot wait! Have a fun time and make sure to hold your purse tight. Oh! And ride the subway if you get the chance.

MommaLynyrd said...

I am your newest follower, I hope all went well with your Dr. visit, and I hope that you have fun in New York. I have never been to the city to actually walk around, but my suggestions would be Rockafella Center, The Toys R Us, it's huge! And Ground Zero because it's Historical.

Ali's Answers said...

I had complications with #3. I would love to have more, but I just so think its in our future.
I live in NY (Long Island). You should definitly walk around Rockefeller Center, Times Square, may be you can see the Today Show being taped.
Stop by Macy's on 34th. Anywhere you go will be great!

Have fun!

Quiltingranny said...

PS following your blog!